rollercoaster

the thing about this rollercoaster is that though it seems fun
it's absolutely not.
the people in the from like the view.
the people in the back like the whiplash
there are pros and cons of each position.
however,
I feel the intensity of every seat,
of every row.
Each person feeling a different form of gut-wrenching, soul-crushing, pure terror.
I feel it all.
the highs are nice.
the climbs are beautiful.
but the drops are horrifying.
there's nothing fun or exciting about it.
there's nothing fun about the darkness within you coming out to play when you least expect it.
there's nothing fun about fighting with yourself.
there's nothing fun about a rollercoaster.

rollercoaster Stories by Noelle

you can find the written poem on my blog. — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/storiesbynoelle/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/storiesbynoelle/support

inspiration:

being overwhelmed with emotions as a teenager

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