failed placebo

i am in so much pain
and yet it is very important to me
to pretend that I'm not
because the intensity of which
i feel things is incredibly difficult 
to explain.
every teardrop sends waves through 
my core
and i try to let myself feel it
but i don't know if i can take much more.
and i promise i’ll be okay
even though it feels like i won’t
it’s really all a part of the process
of something you simply never get used to
no matter how hard you try to.

failed placebo Stories by Noelle

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