taurus moon

it was a taurus moon
the same as yours
that made me realize 
why i was so sad.
what you said to me
rang in my ear like a 
private school fire alarm
with a message i once 
had memorized.
You somehow managed to
say a weird insecurity
that my depressive thoughts
conjured up 
though i’ve never
told anybody.
but here you are
speaking your truth
and letting me know
that my darkest thoughts
may actually be true.
all the things my mind says
that i don't believe in
might be right.
someone out there
seconds those thoughts.
if a taurus moon is favorable
and soothing
why does this one leave me
dry heaving and crying
gasping for air
grasping at straws
and showing myself
little to no care?

taurus moon Stories by Noelle

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