The hardest realization is knowing that I missed you so deeply not as a lover, but just as a person in my life.
I loved falling in love with you of course. It was a dream come true. Until I realized that Neptune was clouding my perspective.
Regardless, I could create boundaries for both of us to be friends forever. To talk till sunrise forever. To build our separate futures with each other’s support. To see the world a little differently because of each other. To love each other platonically forever.
But there goes Neptune again. Giving me dreams that reality won’t live up to.
delusion – Stories by Noelle
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