delusion

The hardest realization is knowing 
that I missed you so deeply 
not as a lover, 
but just as a person in my life.
I loved falling in love with you 
of course. 
It was a dream come true. 
Until I realized that Neptune was 
clouding my perspective.
Regardless, 
I could create boundaries 
for both of us 
to be friends forever. 
To talk till sunrise forever. 
To build our separate futures 
with each other’s support. 
To see the world a little differently 
because of each other. 
To love each other 
platonically 
forever.
But there goes Neptune again. 
Giving me dreams 
that reality won’t live up to.

You can find the written poem on my blog. — This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/storiesbynoelle/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/storiesbynoelle/support

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