you are the worst parts of me that I love so deeply but others have told me to hide and so I love you because you are free. But no one cultivated your light and you are so mean. Angrier than I could ever be but I’ll love your flaws the way I wish someone had loved mine because I’m so jealous that you never grew to hate the worst parts of you or to feel ashamed of who you were on the inside but if that’s the case why do you cast me aside when I’m trying to love you? I prayed for love, dreamed of it, perfected it. Why don’t you want it? Is it because I don’t look as damaged as you? Have I hidden my true self too well? Are you judging me the way others judge you? Am I stuck in a loop?
unsightly – Stories by Noelle
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