though i did not break my own heart, a choice of complacency disguised as rebellion motivated my wounds to fester since i couldn’t fathom being better off with you. i never dared to search for peace without them because time spent with you only ever hurt, while life without them lost all worth. so i pleaded justice when blaming you but i am the culprit that never knew.
serious – Stories by Noelle
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